The ongoing journey

since august of 2012 i have been on a journey.  I have searched for the color at the top of light and reached for the sensation coming from warmth when the radiant mind of man kind is stimulated to the extent that can no longer be reached for.
Paris.  A place a physical place with street corners walkways and vendors.  But the place I am in and
will always attempt to live within is not a physical place in reality but a beautiful aroma to the way I
have come to think.  To the girl who walks through the city of love alone I call out to you specifically
and cry the shuttered words.   I am here.   Here to take your creativity and sap grown eyes with tears of
faith to the bottom.  You think that you have experienced the true lust for life but in all actuality you are
looking through the lens of a straw.   Your one bit two thought third person point of view is breaking
the  soul.  You cannot come up to the top until the world has taken you to the bottom.  The lowest low
beneath the dirt.  Into the inner core of our earth.   How do you feel?  I think that it would not be a fun
felt desire; now are you worried about what I think?   Get originality and push through the sediment of
the mantle. reach through the lithospheric crust of the earth and stand.  Now you are back to where the
standards of the world were before they crushed you.  Do not stop, follow the path created by the
creator for the follower to lead his people home.   Take nirvana with bolt and plunge the so called
paradise through my heart.  Make my vessels bleed and shake the cup of worldliness into a bowl of
service.   When you create the want and desire to be original then stop.  Your here, you are in Paris.

Jealous

A Desert

Written by BruceBurkar

God walks silently Across our landscape Of life. Although unseen - He leaves His indelible mark On the parched desert sands Of our hearts. And in so doing - Turns our desert Into a springtime garden Of love I am Jealous of the short memo to life to get the subject across.  "God walks silently across our landscape of life" I love this

Response To My Thoughts

Cast your breath and fog the shade.  Luminosity of the bulb is a print of the thumb on your mind.

responses below:
-uhh cool, what was that though
-Beautiful!
-Hmm?
-Either that was a mass text or a picture.  I think.  but anyways, my phone didn't get that.
-I like that :)
-Who is this?
-like
-my dad is wise
-amen
-you lost me there.
-they don't think it be like it is, but it do.
-Um hi who is this
-4 facebook likes

Dialogue parts 1-12

These people have no relation to people of the real world neither will they have the names of the following.  Jennifer,  Abby, or Mike. 

Summit:  I have been dreaming down the day that I could walk without these sores on my eyes and feel the arms of the trees once more as I climb them and try to see the extent of latitude I can achieve.  When the sky blows with its heavenly bellows breathing beats and frequency into my heart.  I hope for the time that my funnels on the side of my skull can be the intake for a good message to move along.  

Ferdinand:  Summit you once said that to being dreaming is to be in reality with our agency to debate with ourselves and conflict with others.  You can try to go and reach and to the extended arm pulling you up, you will have to say thank you, but when beats stops and the pitch lowers all that you have is an empty recycled bin of ideas from the world.

Summit:  Empty?...  Full?  I think that the latter is the suited choice for my thoughts.

Ferdinand:  Alright but what is a thought?  What is a neuron of power with words that have already been said?

Summit:  My bin is overwhelmed at the brim.  Why is originality such a promise that we try to keep in our hearts.  I am an original person by being a fake.  By being who?  The guy who set the stage of talents to mimic and place the mirror in front of you.  To improve is where we come in with our purity and soul.  

Ferdinand:  Wallowing with expansion to expound on expense.   To improve or to reverse the acceleration of what was, and to see that it follows us until the path ends and then the delta of the ideas and streams can poor into any direction, but only a few will make it to the  mass body of our liquified mind.

Summit:  The most powerful phrase to turn the lights and set the emotion.....................  what if  ?

what if I could have been the one to change how your children thought.  Future generations can be inflicted like a needle pressing into a sore thumb.  a drop of blood has told you that what you are currently experiencing is pain and next time the situation rises you will stay clear of it.  This is a learned ability.  My idea is a learned one and is also one that will be taught.  The idea that was already tried and has now been succeeded because of triumph.

Ferdinand:  ..............................................................Im done in this dream of debating with myself.  The time is strong and time is leaving.  I guess what I am trying to say is....  Go for it.

I'm here

submerged in a blanket of shadow with the one contrast striking my pours 

Take Heed

In this time all I ask is for you to listen.  Try to picture the rhythm of which I speak and the tone that I am trying to get across.
Life has the voyage and the truth.  Life has the choice for agency and thats why we are here.  We chose for this mortal existence.
the steps in life are there to walk on.. to follow and to embark onto.  We try to tread the steps and we try to fall were our foot lands but sometimes the nature inside of us chooses a different course.  I am here to tell you the steps to follow if you want to remain in the state, the state of mind the state of the world.  first.  you must learn that we are in the beautiful place to enjoy it.  We are not here to sit in worries and whim in despair.  I say unto you that life is great so drop the act and cut the emotion of pain because we are here to enjoy.  to have fun.   Second.  this life is not just for you.  I want you to go and grab the next persons shoulders you see and embrace them into a hug.  fill others with warmth.  your new goal that will remain forever is to make others happy as well as your self.  this doesn't mean that you can just drop life like a role playing hippy and ditch the jobs.  Your still a member of this society and you need to contribute to what you know is right.  don't be some free loader that sits on the pipe with the smoke bellowing out of your lungs and the streams of licker pouring from your crease between your lips.  Things like those are walls.  They are there so that you cant see past them and if you don't say no and get over them the first time then your trapped for good and the only way to get up and over is going to be the sharp path of stones launching into you while with every try you take the wall gains a rapidly in height and size.  Third.   Find love.  I cannot wait for the day that i can kneel at an alter and express my love to a spouse.  If you can find love with  someone then you have success in life because if you made the right choice then you can both get each other through thick and thin, don't ride on the thin ice waiting for the cracks to come to you and for you to drown.  Make yourself happy by making someone else happier.  Fourth share your knowledge with others.  You have a brain, great now use it to help the man or woman next to you.  We all go into life with cold feet and get nourished up in different homes with different rules and different experiences.  our experiences create who we are and what we can do. If you can teach one another about your perspective then new ideas can flow and build upon others.  The technology of the modern day wasn't originally thought up and did not come from scratch.  It came from a previous idea that someone else was able to build on and then you know what... you just might have the next big commodity for us.  Fifth is reflect.  Like an image in a still glass pond you see the sky and when you stand over it, are you pleased with what you see?  Can you honestly look back on your life and say wow.  Wow I have had a good, not good but great life and along the way I did a lot for society.  Are you pleased with who you are, what you did, and how you got there?  If so then awesome but the truth is we all have regrets but you know what hey thats part of life.  I regret what I told a girl last week.  I regret a lot but then about a year ago I said to myself... hey as long as life is in gear and you can keep the crank moving with a smile and help a few people along the way then that makes up for it.  live and listen, life is here for you.

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CREATIVITY IS NOT A THING BUT A PLACE IN YOUR MIND WHERE YOU TRY TO THINK AND THEN THE ONLY THOUGHTS YOU GET IS WHEN YOUR THOUGHTS ARE DONE.  DONT YOU THINK THAT THE WORLD WOULD BE MORE INTERESTING IF THE GRASS GREW ON THE NORTH AND THE SOUTH WAS JUST HEMISPHER ON THE SKUULL OF THE UNIVERSE AND MARS WAS THE NAVAL PASSAGE WAY.   the first time that i decided that i was creative was the time that i wrote.  i wrote about lies.  lies are about as creative as it can get.  a lie is a spure of thought moment when the brain and the mouth connect with a ball of passion in the center.  you thought up a lie off the top of your head you didnt prepare or determine what yo would say you would just try to do it without the effort.  listening to music is like the heroin for my thoughts it sends them on the jitters and sometimes i my hands start to shake

my hand shakes and creates a flow,  a stroke is actually a better discription of what actually happens.  i am an artist i try to use my abilities to express my thought but in all reality the greatest artist in the world could not retain my thoughts.       most men think of things as a dull subject and they focus on the moment and where there going to be.   the woman have there things to worry about twenty four six.   not seven but six.  the seventh day is sunday and that is gods day.  if you dare to take from your creater and waste your time in thought instead of moment of love then just fall to you knees and bring him into the conversaton of your mind.   let him determine what to do and let him try to help.   sorry for the off subject rant of raven. 
back to the subject of art.   what is art.  in the mental dictionary of my thoughts it reads that art is the ability to take a stand.  art is in any form.  right now i am just sitting bobbin in my seat listening to franz ferdinand and if i were to play the drums on the keyboard it would look like this..........


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now that i have bashed my fingers into the keyboard people are starting to look but thats okay!  i want to be noticed.  i want to stand out and i want people to look at me.  use the pupil hole in the center of your eye to focus and focus close when i say.....
y.  y . y  .  y    . y     .          why?